today, 3 days after my babe turned 5 months, i'm having crazy thoughts.
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i get why some women have a lot of kids. it's because they either 1) suck at using birth control correctly 2) are addicted the the 'baby phase'
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i am now starting to understand #2. my baby is starting to grow (albeit very slowly) and all i can think about are the times when she used to sleep all night on my chest and the first 'coo' and smile.
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i'm kinda starting to panic inside because the hubby and i are talking about supplementing her feedings and soon starting solid foods. i fear this will mean less time at the boob. i cannot believe i just said that. if you would have told me 3 months ago 'sorry hon, it's best that she spends less time at the boob.' i would have made-out with you, whoever you are, boy or girl.
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but of course now i love that time. she's full of giggles and expressive eyes and her kicking legs are so damn cute.
i think it's time to watch the birth video. it will help me get a grip on reality.
3 comments:
so well written-I fall in category 1 and 2. blast!
oh man i am laughing. A) i do understand the awesomeness of nursing time. really, i do. B) yes you are insane. not to want to have another one, but to consider getting pregnant again in the near future. that's not going to work for me, socially.
C)for the 1000th time, you're baby is damn cute.
no worries!! no babies anytime soon.
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